I think I’m starting to feel a little bit better about the job thing, or at least not as soul-crushingly disappointed as I was last week. However, being down in the dumps isn’t helping my diet. Today was a free day, but I feel like I really over did it…like to the point where I made myself sick because I ate too much.
I keep thinking I learn my lesson on that, but apparently it doesn’t stick very long.
I definitely feel like I’m stuck in a rut, and I’m not looking forward to moving into my folk’s place next month. I can’t help but feel embarrassed. I’m trying to think to myself that with any luck I’ll qualify for a home loan within the next year, but I’m not exactly ready to be optimistic about anything right now.
For whatever reason that I can’t even explain, I’ve actually decided to give online dating another go. Not sure if I’m a glutton for disappointment, or maybe I figure that being at rock bottom I can’t go any lower, so why not give it a shot?
Turn my focus from my career life to my love life for a bit…what’s the worse that can happen?