As you might have guessed, I did not receive a response today.
I’m starting to suspect a negative outcome at this point. My dad was trying to cheer me up by saying that if the company wasn’t interested, I would have gotten an immediate rejection. However, it’s been a week since I last heard from them, and I think if they really were interested, I’d have heard back by now. I can only hope they ACTUALLY respond back to let me know either way. They did say that they were considering hiring me, so that’s why I made the assumption they would definitely respond.
I feel like Pavlov’s dog in regards to every time I hear my email notification alert I grab my phone like my life depends on it. Then I get crushingly disappointed when I see it’s a bill or something.
All this stress is making me want to eat even though I’m not hungry. However, I persevered, and stuck to my 400 calories today by making lunch at home. When I got home, I made a cup of chicken broth to shut up my cravings. I’m glad this job thing didn’t come up at the beginning of this diet, when I still felt physically hungry on my diet days. I don’t know if I would’ve been able to handle both mental and physical cravings.
Pfft. Wouldn’t have stood a snowball’s chance in hell.