No matter how much I tell myself to relax…I’ve been a total anxious wreck.
I haven’t been anxious like this in a while…although at least I have something to be anxious about right now (compared to just feeling anxious because of “what if” scenarios).
My dream job is at stake here. If I get this job, my whole life is gonna change BIG TIME. I think that’s cause for some serious anxiety.
And this anxiety has been messing with my hunger! Today was my free day, and I absolutely could not eat this morning. I didn’t end up eating until late afternoon, and even then I wasn’t feeling hungry. I decided to go with a clam chowder bread bowl since that’s one of my favorite comfort foods, and I eventually finished the entire thing…over the course of five hours.
I logged it in myfitnesspal, and was pretty surprised to see just how high in calories that thing was. However, once I got out of work, despite not feeling hungry still, I went out and tried this new Asian fusion place. I basically got steamed chicken, veggies, and white rice, and ate about half.
Well tomorrow is diet day, and I am totally cool with not having to eat right now.